37 broken hearts flying by;
I'm feeling so empty, ♥
Take me for Valentines`,
♥ Tuesday, February 05, 2008
monster,
That's all I ask for; Love me, love me,
Yellow Butterfly - Meg&Dia,
But I feel so empty inside,
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I passed my Physics test.
:)
It's my first time ever pass Physics. I would have always failed it last year. Like really, really bad. Strange? Yeah.
Afterall, I'm taking pure Physics. Thus, by hook or by crook, I have to study it.
Anyway today marks the last day of the week. Cause tomorrow, there would be just CNY celebration and class reunion. How greatful is that?
:)
3-3 might just watch some movies while eating away some snacks.
What movie? What snacks/food? I had no idea either.
But anyway, I hope tomorrow's gonna be something really wonderful for my new class.
&& today, I came to school shivering like a stupid idiot.
It was as if Singapore was snowing. But I tried to walk around and then warm myself up since I don't want the fever to stay within me.
Been SMSing Nazri the whole morning. Until I had to go to PE. I wanted so much to stay in class and just rot myself there. But at the same time, I don't want to be caught alone and absent for PE. Thus, I just went off to change with the girls and played some ball games.
I find that it was no use having PE lessons for me as I'm not at all perspiring.
Chemistry was super duper fun.
The last 20 minutes, Ms J was prolly blabbing about dentist, teeth, braces etc. Absolute nothing about Chemistry.
Reason: My class is away ahead from any other class so Ms J decided to stop and blabbed hilarious and nonsensical stuffs.
Yeah!
:D
Mother Tongue was stupid. Artika, Sirin and me were busy taking pictures and talking non stop as well as eating the sweets like nobody's business. We were talking nonsense and laughed at our stupid jokes.
Hilarious = Them!
:D
Flow out lessons.
I was pretty sleepy during Geography lessons but sweets pulled me through.
:)
Had Compre Test 2.
Was pretty difficult. Was cracking my brain juice for most of the questions.
But the story was kind of interesting.
Alright afterall.
Ended at 430PM.
Went off home straight.
&& Haiqal and Nasrul have been disturbing me with _______ all the times.
Eh stop it eh.
Cerita dah due tahun. Dah lama. Dah basi eh.
Kiter due kawan jek kay?
Pfft!
Rabak peh korang!
:P
Oh!
Before I forgot,
MUHAIMIN turned 16 today!
NC16's movies on your list already eh?
:P
And when I reached my void deck today, I bumped onto someone who I didn't know who started talking to me like as if he knew me for long already.
He was such a freak that I freaked out myself.
I wonder how he knew what I did or where I did or whatever that matters to me which were a total BIG SECRET FOR ME,MYSELF AND I. But he knew it just by looking at me.
He just gave me the creeps.
& his stare, sent shivers down my spine. He was pretty scary and he looked like a stalker and a silent killer?
Oh my.
He lives in Teban, for God's Sake!
AKU NAK PINDAH!
D:
I hope I won't bump onto him again.
Like really,really. Please!
D:
Okay. Some outdated pictures,
Jannah. Me. Artika. Putri. Afidah.
:)
Minus Jannah. Plus Sirin.
I looked so stupid.
Maaaaalay!
:D
Hear no evil. Say no evil. See no evil!
:D
My 2oo8 classmate!
:D
BESOK LEPAS CELEBRATION, CELEBRATE DENGAN SAFAS.
GEREK PEH!
Anyway, I got this from friendster, and it's very true.
Cause it's happening to me.
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life, but if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won't cry easily, except infront of the person she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
When she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes. Can you see and feel the pain she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity and because of you?
She cries not because she's weak, not because she wants sympathy.
She cries, simply because crying silently is no longer possible.
The pain, the hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.
But then again, crying has been my job.
I really wish I'm still an 8-year-old kid. Thinking that this world is always pouring with pure happiness.
I wish, I wish,
When we are determined, we may experience delay, but never defeat. That's a happy notion.
" I fell in love again, "
These words are enough to break my heart,
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I wish I could start again,
@ 7:47 PM
♥
weakling,
I'M LIKE SUPER SICK AND MUM STILL INSISTED THAT I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL.
Wait till I fainted in school or something, eh?
):
Food? Hell with food.
Medicine? Double hell with it.
D:
I wanna shout out loud.
Anyone wanna accompany me?
):
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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I wish I could start again,
@ 6:21 AM
♥ Monday, February 04, 2008
i cant stop loving you,
But what if those feelings wasn't for me afterall,
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis,
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I'VE GOT TUITION TODAY!
D:
I was feeling rather sick and weak today. I have no idea why but yeah.
My throat was killing me inside. And I could hardly talk much. ( But I had a lot of stuffs to laugh about! )
The weather wasn't helping at all. It was utter cold and eventually, I caught a runny nose. And then slowly, my throat started to get worse, and I could just feel that my temperature has risen.
Oh dear, today was indeed a very bad day to start off a week.
):
Sarah: Farah, did you cry again yesterday? Your eyes are really small today.
Me: HAHAHAHAA. Hush~
Another reason on why I'm oh-so-not-in-the-mood today.
How!?
:/
A maths was as usual driving me nuts. Indices were a killer today.
And CME? We had more maths. I swear, if I have another day which I had to take twice a day of maths lesson, I would rather die.
Maths wasn't easy afterall, dude&dudettes.
):
The Malay Girls were busy taking shots in the toilet during MT lessons.
Oh I love them so.
It's like a routine for Sirin, Artika and me to take pictures at least once a day in school. They were sucha hilarious people that I couldn't find any reasons why I shouldn't laugh at least once in class. Super hilarious that I could produce tears due to too much laughing.
I had KFC for lunch today and I asked for a plain water instead. My throat really couldn't accept anymore sweetdrinks. GAAAAAH.
Another reason why I'm so depressed today!
):
Mum said if I were to sing alone on April 12th, she recommended me Asmara. But if I'm doing duet, sing Dua Insan. How?
And Sis decided to celebrate my birthday and Abang Fadhil's on the 1st of March.
Finally something I can really look forward.
:)
EH, I FEEL SO EFFING STUPID.
HOW?
D:
Anyway, today's pictures will be uploaded later okay?
I'm currently at the lowest point in my life.
How pathetic?
When we are happy to accept that things sometimes can and do go wrong, then our failures become our teachers and not our jailers.
Can I still say ILY and IMY?
I need a hug badly,
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I wish I could start again,
@ 4:10 PM
♥ Sunday, February 03, 2008
mungkin saja,
Itu semua untuk dirinya, bukannya aku,
Bukan Milikmu Lagi - Agnes Monica,
When will my reflection shows,
who I am inside,
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I'm super duper ultimately to the max heartbroken that I don't know how to begin this entry.
My mind went blank and it's almost shutting down already.
My tears just dried up.
Another night of wetting pillows, I suppose.
I wish it was a day for 24 hours.
Cause I realised every time the night arrives, my emotion will change. My mood will just drop.
My heart will just keep on breaking until I went off to bed.
But afterall, my sleep will be haunted by painful dreams. And I will just wake up with tears dropping. How awful is that!?
Anyway, I waited for ages for my girlfriends to arrive just now. And was messaging all the while.
And yep, on the way to buy some drinks, bumped onto Aidil.
:)
Went to National Library then.
Did my homework and then did some revision.
Little that I know that both Najah and Nazirah were waiting for me to finish up my homework when I was actually doing some revision. And all three of us ended up laughing our lungs out.
HAHHAAAA.
To cut it short, soon after, we went window shopping.
Except for Najah who was spending all her moolahs. Okay, not all.
Then went down to City Hall to of course had our dinner.
Ate our normal favourite fast food which was ljs.
That very unemotion lady was still working there! HAHAHAHAHA.
Nazirah, you know, I know.
Eating at City Hall's ljs brought back some sweeeeet memories.
The treat, please.
I was laughing with the girls but my mind was repeating the same scene over and over again.
I walked out with a heavy heart.
Alright. Enough of this.
I went off at 8.06.
Took 197 and off to Jurong East.
I reached home at exactly 9PM.
Walking down at the reservoir brought me back into another set of memories.
I just can't get enough of it.
I won't be sleeping early tonight.
I just can't.
Period.
Najah is just so tall!
HAHHAAAA.
And Aidil accidentally smack that!
AAAARGH.
Bisaaaaaa~!
Idiotically pathetic.
HAHHAAA.
The Little Misses.
:)
My Lovelies,
It would be complete if Shamirah's there,
:)
That smile of mine wasn't pure.
I shall let it rest for now.
Happiness is about trying. Failure? Not trying is far worse than failure.
V-Day.
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I wish I could start again,
@ 10:41 PM
♥
kini,bukan aku, tetapi dia,
Not 1, not 2. But three of those solo pictures,
Ada Apa Dengan Mu - Peterpan,
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I've got few minutes to spare before I want to take my nap and then bath and get change to Bugis. Yes, like AGAIN!
:D
Accompanying Nazirah to buy a tee and Najah just want to window shop.
And me? I just can't stay at home.
I'm feeling oh-so-heartbroken already.
ARRRRRRRRGH!
Okay.
Chill~
On the other hand, Cik Seman wanted the four of us to sing on 12th April.
Four of us = Najah, Me, Syafiq and Aidil.
=.=!
Aiseh. I'm okay if the three of them were to sing up there. But to include me in? It sent shivers to my spine.
But to lower down the nervous level, I think I'm going for a duet.
HELP!
Alright.
This is it.
I can't help it already.
I'm so sick of lieing.
" How are you? "
Me: Oh I'm fine thank you... ( NOT! )
PFFFT!
I DON'T WANT TO LIE ANYMORE.
HOW?!!!!!!!
Later, Earthlings.
Take me out on that very special day.
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I wish I could start again,
@ 11:53 AM